Its been too long!

So B is gone now! :( I had the best two weeks ever. We got to see everyone that we needed to and spent quality time together. I missed him so much. We just found our that he will be home in about 80 or so days.

Dropping him off at the airport was the hardest thing to do ever. I think taking him back after leave was harder then watching him leave the first time. The whole morning I felt sick to my stomache and it took everything I had to not cry. Well to top the morning off neither one of us had and cash on us to pay for parking at the airport. So we decided to just park in the loading zone and take the ticket. Well there was a parking attendent who started yelling about how we couldn't park there. So I had to tell him goodbye right in front airport doors. :( It took all the strength I had to not punch the lady in the mouth. There is no way in the world she couldn't see that he was going overseas.

Well something some what happier, still job hunting.....but have something on the line. Im hoping that it will go through. I will be working for one of my best friends and will make a desent amount of money.

I hope that all is well for all you lovely ladies here in blog land. :)

not another sleepless nght in cali

I can say without a doubt that last night was the best sleep that I have had in about 8 months. It felt wonderful to have my hubby laying next to me. Even though there a few times when he touched me I flipped out cause I forgot he was home.

Not sure whats on the agenda for today. When I woke up he was gone. He decided not to wake me ( which I would have like to be ).

I'm just excited to have my hubby again :)

what to expect...........

so lately i have been thinking about what to expect from B during R&R. i dont know if he will be like he was when he left. i mean i know that he will be changed in some ways, but what i am in fear of is that what will change is the way he feels about me and us. this being my first deployment i have never had to deal with a hubby coming home from being deployed to war.

i remember when he came home from bootcamp he had this "i can do anything" and "i am high speed" attitude about him. i mean he never said those things but i could see it in the way he carried himself for about the first 2 months or so once he was home.

so can you ladies give me any kind of insight as to what to expect. i know every man is different in they way they handle the things our hubbys see and do on a daily basis but, i would just like to know that even though i may have to take my time with him and learn to handle things that have happened to him that over all everything will be ok.